Debate

I took my bag and walked out of the house.

I knew the ending is pending, but the beginning is rising.

The ending of a long preparation, and a beginning of a competition. A competition of speed, knowledge, tactics and most of all, teamwork.

ALL THE BEST, guys.

MAY THE ODDS BE EVER IN YOUR FAVOR.

( Quotation from The Hunger Games, but I just want make a link between them, the games and the competition, though it sounds funny.)

Sigh

Forcing laughters, faking smiles, covering up those scars torn and hurts pierced by you is one of my experts.

Comforter!

For fifteen years living on earth, this is the first time in my entire life sleeping in a comforter at home, which is what I had been longing for. Though it seemed to be just a small matter, but sleeping in it just naturally makes you feel that it's something LUXURY, something worth to boast about. IRRESISTIBLE. My mom had sent the comforter to the laundry and now its smell is utterly a perfection. FRAGRANT. And it happened that today is THANKSGIVING!!! So, unofficially, I will take this comforter as a present given to me. Ha.

Argh!!!

 

  Argh!!! Fustrated. Annoyed. Vexed. A sore throat just utterly ruined my whole day!

 DAMN IT.

 I woke early this morning, feeling a disturbing pain in my throat. I tried to swallowed and I felt something prickling, stimulating my nerves. My mom sliced some ginger for me, which she said that it will kill bacteria, sooth my throat, bla bla bla. Ya, it worked, but only a little. So, I tried different of ways when I was in school. I drank plenty of water, bought some lozenges but my effort was ALL IN VAIN!:(

 The WORST part is, my friend bought some french fries, and it so naturally stirred up a strong urge, impelling me to eat them. It was sooooo irresistible and I took a mouthful of them. Argh, lacking of self control always bring me to hell man.

  So, my sore throat is getting worse now and I think I need to pay the doctor a visit tomorrow despite how reluctant I am. But there's one thing I felt immensely fortunate, luckily all these happened when I am off from my major exams. If not........

 

Oh My English!

Ok,I admit it! My english is not poor, but immensely deprived. It always makes me feel akward or blushed speaking to those who chinese used to call " the red hairs" or even to those who are borned in an English educated family. So it comes to the"er....ar.....ei..." problem as I always reluctantly need approximately five seconds searching for the right word when communicating with them.I even feel crushed and upset finding almost twenty vocabularies though reading a short article only. So I think I really think I need to spend my precious holiday to strive hard in English. It will then be easier for me along the journey in pursuing my dreams.

A little encouragement for myself

Sometimes i feel crushed, not physically but mentally. There's always challenges pending, with some that really overwhelm me, making me struggle for a drwiftwood. But i trully believe that i am matured and have the potiential and ability to take on those challenges. It is time for me to unleash my powers, to harvest for what i worth for and move on for the next milestone in my life. Don't give up. You can do it.